crazy night

yesterday night was one crazy night..

so many things happened in one night..

happy ones sad ones..

n through so many things..

finally me n dear dear kr had a really good tok..

hopefully he will understand wat i am trying to say..

n hopefully he will keep up with his promise..

so far i am still very happy with him..

okie shall not say anymore..

or else he is going to nag at me again..

rushing to bath..

than going out for dinner n movie with dear dear kr..

 

i hate u!!

i hate u!!!

i super hate u!!

all u care is your friend!!

they ask u to pei them..

without much though u will just say yes to them..

wat abt me??

wat am i to u??

hav u stand in my position n think before??

u ask me to understand u..

u need more time to rest on your working days..

how abt weekends??

u also wan to leave me alone??

u always wan me to understand u..

n whose going to understand me??

u r so selfish!!

i am so sick of all this..

i though i hav change..

change for awhile n your oldself came back again..

i hate to tok things out with u anymore..

i just wish i can fuck care..

but i don noe why i can't..

u just hurt me so deeply..

i just wish tat i can bring myself not to forgive u anymore..

but i don noe why i am so stupid..

everytime give u chance..

don noe why i am so stupid..

why am i crying??

when u don even care..

if u don love me anymore..

pls tell me..

don make me feel like a fool..

sometime i just wish tat i can be strong enough to just walk out of all this shit..

but i guess i just love u too much..

tat's why i can't bring myslef to do it..

 i wish tat i can just put a full stop to it??

don noe why just can't sleep

hahahaha..

so sorry to many lovelys..

i think they try calling me so many times today..

but i just can't bring myself to pick up calls today..

super shag..

i slept in e morning around 10plus..

can't rmb wat time i when to sleep liao..

cos i was like laying in e bed for like so long..

trying my very best to sleep..

but just can't..

all of u must be think..

emeline must be super awake tat's why she can't get to sleep..

but in fact..

i was super tired already..

my head was like super heavy..

don noe why my brian just don wan to let me rest..

now it is happening e same thing..

super shag..

but i did fall asleep just now lar..

but i think it was like only for an hour or two..

n now i can't get back to sleep again..

super angry with myself can..

someone help me pls!!!

can't wait for 12 jan

today when tm de mothercare shop shop with dear dear kr..

found out tat i still hav lots of stuff to buy..

and i saw lots of baby clothes..

so cute..

but my aunty will be giving me lots of baby clothes..

so don really need to buy..

save money..

i book my darling gurls..

pris qy n cindy on this coming monday..

ask them come over my house do mask..

than go shopping together..

but before shopping got to pei cindy go see doc..

can't wait for 12 jan..

now going to hav a nice hot bath..

than i going to jump into my nice nice bed..

good night ppl~

happy n tired

today when KKH clinic d for my check up..

got myself a female doc..

her name is call marianne sybille hendricks..

this is my 1st time seeing her..

can say she is very nice..

very friendly..

i kind of like her being my doc..

when for some blood test n stuff..

she told me tat baby kayson is now 2.2kg..

total bill of seeing doc is $146.38..

thanks to CSC card..

i only got to pay $19.25 in cash over my whole bill..

but i buy a pack of fish oil from KKH..

 

this small pack cost me $30..

abit ex to me..

but wat to do..

it's good for baby brian..

so got to eat..

my next appt is 2 weeks later..

20jan09..

 

going back to e same clinic..

i guess e next time doc's fee will be cheaper ba..

i am done seeing doc kind of early today..

meeting pris n qy..

but i noe they hav't wake up..

so i drop by at KKH de kopitiam..

bought some jap food of my bkf..

to my surprise e food is super nice..

see i finish all..

yummy..

after i finish mt BKF pris n qy hav't wake up still..

so i find a place to sit down n read e book tat i brought out with me..

dear dear kr always wanted me to read this book..

hehehehe..

dear dear kr i finally read abit of this book liao..

but very shag today..

can't even finish half of e book..

but will try to finish this book de k..

finally my 2 dearest msg me around 12pm..

wait for them to get done..

than meet them up go chinatown walk walk..

but we 3 ended up having hi tea at yum cha..

i think is was kind of cheap 20 per pax..

u can eat all u wan..

we really enjoy ourself at yum cha..

this all this food is only e starting..

we 3 eat till we really damm full..

after our hi tea..

we had a little walk at chinatown..

always kan caught by qy when taking thier back view..

see she angry liao..

wahahaha..

chinatown was abit hot..

so pris suggest to go to taka..

she wanted to buy something from there..

time for cab..

to save time for shopping..

we shop shop shop..

from taka we walk till wismah..

from wismah we walk till far east..

n pris got to leave us n go to work..

but before she leave..

she bought something for dinner..

so cute rite??

today was really a very very long day for me..

dear dear come far east pick me up..

had a little walk at far east with qy n dear dear kr..

after tat i think we all cannot tahan anymore..

so we all head home..

poor pris she must be very tired now too..

i enjoy my day out with u all darling gurls..

hope u enjoy too..

so tired now..

Zzzzzzzz..

i think i shall stop here..

good nights ppl!!

thanks mommy

a few weeks back my mom bought me a

lv bag

and 

a nice nice slipper

thanks mom!!

 

my poor dear dear kr got to wake up at 230am..

going work at 3am..

poor thing..

can only sleep for a few hours..

i got to go sleep now..

tml got check up at KKH..

got to reach there by 915am..

i will be free by afternoon i guess or even earlier..

date me out pls!!