lost

i really don noe wat to say anymore..
all tat come through my mind now is..
maybe after all i am really not a good friend to u all..
or can even say i am e worst friend of all..
but i just wan u all to noe..
u gurls r e best friend i ever meet..

slimming promo

dear lovely,
anyone looking for slimming center??
i hav a special promo on hand..
pls do tell me asap if u r intrested..
chance only come by one time wor..
^^

want more income or..

looking for a job??

purdential insurance agent anyone??

if intersted pls tell me so..

anyone??

i am so stress abt baby de 1st month..

cos march is a school holiday..

alot of place is already fully book..

so i am still planning..

anyone got any ideal??

deep from my heart

i finally say out those words tat i hated to say..

i don really noe how to say my feeling now..

i just feel so painful after saying those words..

always wanted to say a sorry to u..

but i just can't make myself to say so..

i noe it is't your fault..

so sorry..

n i love you..

from e deep of my heart..

i am so not going to make it..

i am feeling so alone without u all by myside..

i hav so many things to share with u gurls..

n i am so waiting to meet up with u all..

i am so going carzy now..

now than i relise tat i am not tat strong after all..

miss me??

i kind of miss my darling gurls..
do u gurls miss me too??

learning

i am so still learning how to be a perfect mommy..

everyone tells me breast feeding so good for myself n baby kayson..
but i just feel so tired breast feeding..
i hav not been sleeping well this few days..
feeling so tired..
n my head is like so heavy everytime..
but for dear dear kr seems like he can still cop will with all e suff..
okie..
i think i will stop here with all my stress up stuff..
show u all some of my lovely boy pic..

my cute baby kayson

he is out

baby kayson is out this morning around 8plus this morning..
alot of ppl say he look like me more..
alot of ppl came to see him liao..
thanks for coming..

he is so cute rite??

happy valentine day

oh..

i am all alone now..
kind of boring n tired..
but can't get to sleep..
cos too use of dear dear kr by myside every night liao..
anyway..
i am now waiting for 2am for e 2nd induce..
so far i still hav not feel any pain at all..
now i still got e mood to eat donut bought from lindis..
ppl who come to visit me just now..
really thanks..
happy to see u all..
e biggest thanks i must give is to my mommy..
thanks for bring e drink for me to boost up my energy..
btw..
happy valentine day everyone..
hearts!!

i miss ya dear dear kr..

back

hmmm..

for those who is worried sick..
wondering how is emeline n her baby now??
hahahaha..
emeline is here to update ya..
i just finish my 1st inducing..
not really painful..
i can only feel i pain when they put e medi in..
just induce is at delivery suite only dear dear kr can come in..
now i am back to my own ward resting n waiting for e next induce time to come..
tat's all for now..
will be back for more updates..

waiting

hello everyone..
finally i am in my ward(8119) now..
u ppl must be thinking if i give birth liao mah??
hahahaha..
i hav not give birth yet..
something crop up here..
argggg..
all i hav to do now is wait wait n wait..
but so thankful i got dear dear kr cindy n lindis with me now..
thanks ppl..

morning everyone..

i am going to kkh now to induce..

will give u all good news soon..

bye bye!!

someone undersatnd me pls

one more day to 13feb'09..

anyone knows any home job..

i really need a job badly after my baby is 1 month or so..

all of u must be thinking or feel tat i should be taking care of baby kayson myself after he is born..

but after all who don like to stay at home..

being a tia tia everyday n need not go out to work..

no one likes working..

but becos of fiance i got no choice but to choose this path..

can someone pls understand my sorrows??

bye bye forever

oh..

me n dear dear is going to say good bye to my "sister"(dear dear kr's 2nd wife)..

becos of baby kayson..

he got to sell her away..

n today he is going to hand his 2nd wife to e new owner..

hope this new owner tat got my "sister"..

will take very good care of her..

cos she is always e best..

she is e one who accompany me n dear dear kr through our sad n happy times..

i guess we will miss her much..

bye bye..

we will miss ya de..

2 more days

omg..

days pass really fast..

now i only left with 2 days to 13feb'09..

everyone is ask me..

emeline do u feel excited??

but wat kind of feeling i am having now..

i also don noe wat is it call..

i hav been like waking up so early this few days..

so not like me..

wonder if i can tahan e labour pain mah??

can't wait to noe wat kind of feeling it is like..

so crazy of me rite??

=P

love u all

3 more days to 13feb'09..

so thankful tat my darling gurls..

cindy n pris will accompany me on 13feb'09 de morning to e hospital to induce..

thanks gurls..

love u all man..

 

finally baby boy's name is all done..

梁杰胜 leong jie sheng kayson..

i wan him to outstanding and a winner in everything he do..

now i only left with his 1st month celebration to stress..

just now just kanna scolded by dear dear kr..

cos he found out tat..

i spend 100 dollar tat time..

sian..

now he come say me..

say why i nv bring him go eat..

but i rmb tat he once told me tat..

if i wan go eat ex food..

i can go eat myself de..

he say before he just hav to eat food tat is cheap n full..

don need to be nice de..

than now..

why is he complaining??

hiax..

really donnoe wat he wan sian..

do everything also will kanna scolding de..

  

baby boy's name

finally me n dear dear kr has come up with a chinese name for baby boy..

leong jie sheng..

so his full name shall be..

leong jie sheng kayson..

but i having some prob with e chinese writing..

chinese words always give me a headace..

someone help me pls!!

4 more days

countdown..

4 more days to 13feb'09..

cindy just told me tat she will company me to e hospital in e morning on 13feb'09..

so touch..

hehehehe..

so darling gurl.. 

i shall see ya on 13feb'09 de morning ya..

love ya..

mucks!!

father to be

a few more days his guy here is going to be a father liao..

but he still act like a kid..

sleep also sleep like a kid..

6 more days

counting down..

6 more days to go..

i hav not been sleeping much this few days..

is it becos i am stress or excited??

i also don noe..

is it normal for a mommy to be??

can anyone tell me??

my lonely lunch

yesterday eat jap food for my lunch..

e food there was good..

but it was like so lonely..

n this is e very 1st time i when into a restaurant eating all by myself..

i swear u cannot image how much i spend there all by myself de..

wan to give it a guess??

hmmm..

okie lar..

tell u..

i spend $100 not much not less on all those food..

damm guilt after tat lar..

i think if dear dear kr noe it liao..

he sure angry with me de..

show u some pic n u will understand will 100 dollar liao..

fried oyster

potato koroke, fried veg tempura n fried tofu

hotate sakyamushi

i only take a few pic..

but total i oder 20 types of food + drinks..

13feb09

i am back from my check up..

doctor say tat baby kayson is not ready to come out..

ask me to choose 12 feb 09 or 13 feb 09 for him to come out..

i choose 13 feb 09..

cos maybe there is a chance for baby kayson to be valentines baby..

so 13 feb 09 got to reach kkh by 930am..

hopeful i don need to go for caesarean delivery..

cos my mommy just told me tat normal delivery can silm down easier..

hehehehe..

i wan go back to my normal weight..

thinking back..

it's like this few months pass so fast..

will get to see how baby kayson look like..

will he be more like me or dear dear kr??

facebook

i just had my own facebook..

in fact is share share with dear dear kr de lar..

still finding out how to play..

so sick of friendster liao..

anyone has facebook add me k..

looking forward

just came back..

bought lots of stuff baby kayson stuff at tampines de giant..

tml going back to kkh for my check up..

got to wake up early..

cos my appt is at 11puls in e morning..

after my check up i will be free liao..

anyone meet me up tml after my check up for lunch or something??