lunch time

woooo..
dear dear kr order pizza for me as lunch..
i hav been wanting to eat pizza for a very very long time..
he order a family value meal..
it only for $36.60..
cheap cheap!!
it's for 4-6pax..
u will save around $12 (usual $48.60)..
they hav..
2 regular 10" classic pizzas..
6 chicken wings..
2 garlic breads..
n 1 bottle soft drinks..
wahahaha..
can't wait for e pizzas to come..
i am so hungry now..
i bet i will eat till bo bo..
love dear dear kr so much!!

his back..

wahahaha..
my dear dear kr is back from work..

saturday night =(

omg..
i spent my whole saturday night sleeping away..
sian..
miss out saturday night..
wondering wat my darling gurls r doing now..
hmmmm..
today dear dear got to go back to work..
but is a half day work..
hahahaha..
n he will get a full day off on monday in return..
hehehehe..
good good good..
monday can spend time with him..
but monday got lots of things to do..

• got to pei dear dear kr go take his new passport..
• go kk hospital to enlist for giving brith..
• i got to go see doc for my rash it's getting worst..

as for now..
thinking wat i can do in sunday morning without dear dear kr..

nice thai song

i just found out from my friend's friendster(wenzhong) abt this song..
it's really a very nice thia song..





kwaam rak kong ter siang tee bok chan waa ter huang yai
Love of yours, its sound tells me that you're concerned about me.

meu nan kong ter tee dtae naa paak chan wan tee chan mai sa-baai
That hand of yours that touches my forhead during the days when I'm unwell.

* took-took chaak took dton mai koie jaang haai mae ja paan nern-naan tao-rai
Every scene, every episode, they never fade away even though they had passed by however long ago.

lae took chaak took dton nan koi dtok yam sing tee chan bpen dtang dtae sia ter bpai
And every scene, every episode, that kept emphasising the thing that I became since losing you.


* * waa chan bpen kon ngoh neua krai-krai mee rak tae yoo doo lae mai daai
That I am a stupid person, more so than anyone else, having had true love but was unable to take care of it.

ja roo kaa man gor saai gern bpai bpuat raao kit yaak yon reuang raao kae nai daai dtae fan
Got to know it's value but then it's too late, broken-hearted, however much I thought of reverting the story, I'm able but only to dream.

dtor jon meuan derm roop meua gon nan tee man kaat bpai
Stick our picture, which was torn apart, back together.

dtae taang kong rao ja dtor daai eek mai reu waa chan dtong tam jai
But will our paths meet again? Or that I should accept it?


pror took chaak took dton mai koie jaang haai mae ja paan nern-naan tao-rai
Because every scene, every episode, they never fade away even though they had passed by however long ago.

lae took chaak took dton nan koi dtok yam sing tee chan bpen dtang dtae sia ter bpai
And every scene, every episode, that kept emphasising the thing that I became since losing you.

bok noi tee nai por ja mee bpra-dtoo hai chan yon bpai keun wan
Tell me a little, just where there will be a door for me to revert to the nights and days

tee chan mee ter yoo ja kor doo lae eek krang . . .
that I had you; I'll take a good care of you, once again...

chan man kon ngoh neua krai-krai mee rak tae yoo doo lae mai daai
I am that stupid person, more so than anyone else, having had true love but was unable to take care of it.

ja roo kaa man gor saai gern bpai bpuat raao kit yaak yon reuang raao kae nai daai dtae fan
Got to know it's value but then it's too late, broken-hearted, however much I thought of reverting the story, I'm able but only to dream.

back home

ppl i am back home..
hehehehe..
sorry for e past 2 days..
now i noe no matter how much i don like her..
i still love dear dear kr alot..
i start to find out tat..
i start to can't live without dear dear kr..
all i can hope now is for her to change..
anyway..
darlings are we meeting up today??
i start to miss u all liao wor..

^^

hehehehe..

i am going to meet dear dear kr now..

kind of happy.. ^^

sorry..

darling gurls so sorry to made u worry for me..

but after a day of cool down..

i am like 60% okie now..

n i am staying in darling qy house..

yesterday night hav a good chat with dear dear kr..

it pain me to see him worry for me..

so sorry dear dear kr..

darling noe tat she is being very wild..

no explaination for this..

cos this is emeline..

dear dear kr will u love me for who i am??

omg..

dear dear kr i miss u so much..

hmmmm..

i noe tat there is alot of ppl who cares n love me..

like my..

family..

darling gurls..

friends around me..

i love ppl too..

so i can promise u ppl..

i will take good care of myself..

will not do any silly stuff to myself..

i will not let u ppl down..

promise r not meant to be broken..

so i will keep up to my promise..

cool down

emeline made up her mind to leaves for a few days..
maybe this is e best way to let dear dear n me to cool down..
i noe tat i will miss him badly for this few days..
but will he miss me??
hope so..
bye bye!!

thanks darlings..

i am so sorry..
n so thankful..
sorry tat emo emeline is back..
i can't help it not to be emo..
i am really stress up..
been having bad dreams this few days..
really bad dreams..
tat why emeline been looking like a panda for this few days..
n i am so sorry darling gurls got to make u all worry for me..
but i just can't help it..
but i am really thankful tat u gurls will be still there for me..
really very touch..
love u gurls lots!!

i hate myself

i hate myself..

seeing him stress..
n i can't help out in anythings..
yet i still add up to his stress..
i am so usless..
maybe..
maybe...
maybe....
maybe just alot of thing i do is really wrong..
if i could just turn time back..
i just wish tat he don noe this gurl name emeline..
if leaving would make everything better..
i am willing to be e one who leaves..

online games

online mahjong is fun too..

http://www.viwawa.com/

back to friday midnight

after our little chat..

sadly to say..
qy n lingdi hav to go..
so it's like left me, cindy n dear dear KR..
so we thinking wat to do..
so tat we would't get boring..
dear dear KR: how abt mahjong..
me: how too only 3 ppl only la..
dear dear KR: 3 ppl de mahjong lor..
so sorry i though mahjong must hav 4 ppl than can play..
can say i am a person who don play mahjong at all..
i am a noob towards mahjong..
friday 21 nov 2008 was my 1st time playing mahjong..
n i fell in love with it..
(starting it was me, cindy n dear dear kr playing..
after awhile pris came back from e wedding dinner liao..
so she came n take over dear dear kr place..
while dear dear when to sleep..)
hahahaha..
so e following day..
saturday 22 nov 2008..
i ask cindy n qy to come my house play mahjong again..
darling we r going to hav mahjong session this coming weekends again rite??

back to friday night after dinner

once pris finish her dinner she got to rush home to get change..
cos she is going to attend a wedding dinner..
so it left only me, dear dear kr, cindy, lingdi and qy..
everyone was so full till they slack on e sofa to watch tv..
hahahaha..
after awhile we start to get bored..
so we when outside to smoke n hav a little chat..

back to friday..

i rmb promising tat i will update mahjong session with pic..

so promise r not meant to be broken..
so here r some of e pic..
we shall start from friday 21 nov 2008..
e day when i perpare dinner for dear dear kr n darling gurls..

pris came 1st..
so she help me out abit..

dinner is really..

with cheese hot-dogs..

pris was so hungry..
so she start eating 1st..

than cindy came..
so she sit down n pei pris eat..

lingdi was e 3rd person who came..

this unglamorous gurl is e last!!

9pm shown

hahahaha..
i was watching e 9pm channel 8 show bu fan de ai..
n there is this scene xinya bridesmaid(i don noe wat is e bridesmaid name) trying her bridesmaid gown..
n something abt tat shown catch my attention..
wahahaha..
guess wat is it??
okie lar i tell u..
e bride shop tat they try the gown..
is the bride shop tat me n dear dear kr rent our wedding grown..
e bride shop name call my bride room!!
today seems like very thing so qiao..
hehehehe..

news today..

today when i wake up..
i saw jia ling's miss call..
so i call her back..
as i always did..
she told me something tat really make me awake..
hahahaha..
u ppl must be guess wat she told me rite??
hahahaha..
this is wat she told me..
emeline..
u n kr is on today(monday 24 nov 2008) de "the new paper" la..
my 1st reaction was..
omg is it real??
hahahahaha..
e 2nd reaction was..
i when to get change n when down to 7 elven..
n get today's new paper came back n read..
hmmmm..
e new was on page 19..
it says: (risky rider: a pregnant pillion rider caught the attention of our reader who was travelling on east coast road.)
in e end i told jia ling..
tat couple really looks like me n kr..
but in fact it is not us..
tat bike also really looks like kr bike..
but if u take a closer look e bike is either cbr 600 or cbr 1000..
if u have the new paper at home..
u can go take a look..
^^

crazy me

i just found out tat i am thinking of mahjong all day long..
seems like i nv play mahjong for e day..
i can't really get to sleep..
i was so tired just now tat i fall asleep around 3am..
but don noe why i suddenly wake up around 330am..
omg..
half n hour of sleep makes me feel so awake..
this is so crazy..
lol..
i hav this urge in me..
feeling like call pris, cindy n qy up for mahjong now..
but i guess they must be sleeping already..
i think i am really crazy abt mahjong..
i must stop thinking of mahjong now..
n get somemore sleep..
i really wish there is some medi tat will make me stop thinking of mahjong..
i am going to try sleeping..
good night!!

1st month

me just came back form my own mother house..
when there for my 3rd aunty's baby 1st month..
my mother place was so noisy n my aunty's baby boy still can sleep his way through..
so cute of him..
no matter how much u try to wake him up..
he won't even bother to open his eyes to look at u..
i was wondering if my baby boy would be e same..
hehehehe..

mahjong

just now when movie with dear dear or should i say yesterday night..
so sweet of him..
hehehehe..
wan noe why i say tat he was so sweet??
i was sleeping at home while he go for his DRC..
after his DRC it's noon already..
it was like kind of hot..
as u noe 12pm in e noon..
e sun is like f...ing hot..
he when all e way to ehub just to buy movie ticket for me..
so don u think he is kind of sweet??
hehehehe..
after tat i accompany him to his sch band chalet..
when there for awhile had some little tok..
eat some finger food..
came back to tamp..
i invited cindy, qy n pris over for mahjong..
pris say when cindy n qy reach wake her up..
she is going for her nap 1st..
but when cindy n qy reach i did not wake her up..
cos thinking back..
she must be very tired after a whole day at sentosa..
so it's just me, cindy n qy playing while dear dear sleep his way through..
now i am going to wash up myself n go to bed..
very shag now..
shall up date more about mahjong session soon with pic!!

poor thing..

dear dear is so tired n sick today..
so darling gurls..
don be surprise to see him at home..
hehehehe..
somehow i am rather happy tat he is sick..
cos i am able to see him for e whole day..
hmmm..
very bad of me rite??
but tat's emeline..
she just wish tat dear dear KR can pei her 24/7..
don wish to share him with his mom..
emeline is rather selfish..
today i can have him all to myself from now till 430pm or 5pm like tat..
than i got to share him with his mom..
don like e feeling..
but no choice..
after all is her son..
okie..
darling gurls..
see ya later..
i am going to pei him liao..
mucks!!

cooking..

morning!!
surprise why emeline wakes up so early rite??
hahahaha..
cos i need perpare lunch cum dinner for my dear dear KR..
n my darling gurls..
hope they will like my cooking..
(=

rest is all i need..

just came back from KK hospital..
when there to see doc..
they monitor baby boy's heart beat..
see if he is okie..
ended up telling me..
i have food poisoning..
give me mc for 2 days..
ask me drink more water..
eat less oily food..
hiax..
i even kanna scolding from dear dear for anyhow eating food..
saded..

sick..

this few days hav not been sleeping well..
dear dear having sore throat..
lost his voice yesterday..
now abit better liao..
now is my turn..
stomach upsad..
also don noe wat is e prob..
going to see doc..
if tml my stomach is still e same..
hopeful i am okie by tml..

work ZZZ

morning..
i am going to work now..
so damm tired lor..
no cig days sucks..
darling msg me if u miss me..
i will reply de..
bye bye..
mucks!!
^^V

NO NO NO..

everything i ask from ya today..
u would just say no no no..

honeymoon

i so can't get to sleep now..
n my dear dear piggy is really sleeping like a pig now..
but nv mind shall let him sleep..
cos dear dear KR so nice yesterday night..

he brought me to somewhere which we always go for our honeymoon time..

which is at pris ris park a beach pub..
(beach culture)
i really love tat place alot..
remember dear dear KR told me before..
he always wanted to bring his GF to beach culture..
(the gurl before me)
but to some reason..
he did't bring her there..
so i am the one and only lucky gurl who he bring to beach culture..
i feel so xin fu..
this is one of e reason which i so can't get to sleep..
can't wait for dear dear KR to wake up today..
i wan spend more honeymoon time with dear dear KR..
<3

http://www.beachculture.com.sg/

bad news

tuesday 11 nov 2008..
me n dear dear KR got a letter from HDB..
i am so disapointed..
i am hoping for a good news..
but it's a bad news..
few days back before this letter..
we when online to HDB website..
to rent a flat..
hoping that we can get one 2 room flat around tamp/bedok area..
but now e letter from HDB crash my candy dream..
it is writen in e letter tat we are not eligible to rent a HDB flat because me n dear dear KR are occupiers in HDB flat..
WTH..
i don really understand..
there is still a why in my head..
so i am going to call HDB to ask..
cos i am not willing to give up my candy dream..
i don wan history to happened again..
it's really bad to have 2 mistress in a house..
n no private time with dear dear KR..
i hate it!!!!

tired..

i am so tired today..
i could'nt wake up for my check up ..
dear dear KR must be very angry with me..
when i wake up he say he try to wake me up in e morning for my check up..
but for wat i rmb..
i did't even hear his voice..
i guess i was too tired..
around 730pm dear dear KR wake up up again..
i was so reluctant to wake up..
i was still so so so tired..
but saw dear dear KR's angry face..
so no choice got to wake up..
when expo food fair with dear dear KR's parents..
bought alot of things to eat..
now very full liao..
if i am not wrong this is e 2nd day e food fair has been open..
dear dear just told me..
e food fair will be from 14 nov to 18 nov..
if u r a food lover..
it's a must for u to go there..
e food there u can nv imaging how oishii it is..
so food lovers don miss it!!
there is something i am really thankful to dear dear..
is..
he help me rebook my check up..
it is on this coming tuesday 8pm..
at bedok de outlet..
hopeful i will not miss up check up again..
oh ya..
this coming tuesday..
dear dear KR de air force is bring him to sentosa..
jeff de STD143 allow him to bring one person with him..
but for dear dear KR de STD410 don noe can anot..
so i ask him to go ask his sir..
let me noe by this coming monday before 530pm..
i need take off if i can go..
now at e moment think where to go later..
singapore night life seems to get boring liao..
agree mah drlings??

baby boy..

just got home..
very tired..
tml i am going for my check up..
see if baby boy is doing well..
so i got to sleep early..
tml got to reach town by 1130am..
cos my check up time is at 12pm..
so good night everyone!!

new number!!

dear friends..
pls don msg or call my old number (93508242)
cos i hav lost my phone not long ago..
today i just got my new number (90842950)
as u noe lost phone means all contact gone..
so kindly give me a msg to my new number telling me who u r..
so tat i can keep you in my contact..
i will be thankful if u did msg me..
sorry for all e trouble..

Job intro pls

anyone got job intro for e coming dec??
i need a job..

disppointed

sometime i just felt tat i am nothing to ya..
i noe i am not a good wife in your eyes..
or i can say she is better than me..
i am trying my very best to be my best..
although everytime i would not be e one who says sorry..
but i am really sorry for wat i hav done to hurt u..
i wan to hug u sometimes..
but i just can't bring myself to do it..
i wanted to tell u so many times tat i don wish to lost u in my life..
but i just can't say it out..
u r my number 1 in my life..
i also wish tat i am your number 1 in your life..
but i noe life is nv fair..
so i nv hope tat u will be fair to me..
or can say i don even dare to hope..
i just hope tat i am something in your life..
even if tat i am something is very small..
i don mind..
just hope tat sometimes u will put yourself in my position n think..
pls don break my heart again..
my heart can't take it anymore..
really.

my happiness

they r e one who made my life perfect..

cindy

lingdi

qianyi

pris

sw

lastly dear dear KR!!

always!!

no matter wat happened..
u r still my sister..
once sister forever sister..
don ever think of throwing e name of being my sister away..
i may sound harsh at times when i tok..
but i really care for ya..
i would't do u harm..
promise!!
<3love>

tiger beer

this is how much we drink at coffee shop yesterday..

e start...

than...

we end up drinking 18 botters of tiger beer!!
drink till jeff cannot take it..
but i am so proud of my darling gurls.. (QY n lingdi)
they r not drunk yesterday..
love u gurls..
mucks!!

=D

yesterday was e 2nd time i felt so so happy in this 8 months..
e 1st time was at my 19th bday..
i had a surprise from dear dear, darling gurls n friends ..
yesterday i had surprise from my 4 darling gurls..
cindy n pris bought me sunflowers..
qy n lingdi accompany me for e night..
really sweet of them..
i am really touch..
e mean thing why i was so so happy yeasterday was becos..
me n dear dear had our ROM..
wahahaha..
i guess my darling is happy for me too..
if those who i nv mention out..
i am so sorry..
but i am really thankful to everyone for making my day perfect yesterday..

where has he gone too??

i misses e old him very much..

we use to be very happy..
wat happened??
is it e end of our road??
i still him love alot..

sucks..

today was really e bad day..
i forget to eat my medi..
i lost my phone..
i had a bad tok with him..
he told me he don wan to hav rom at e moment..
aiyo..
my whole day totally sucks..
save me..
i am going carzy soon..

tired..

so tired today..
though once i come home can see dear dear..
though he will be at home waiting for me..
but in e end i still must wait for him..
why everytime i must be e one who is waiting..
why can't he be e one..
i hate this kind of feeling..
today he end work early he also don bother to give me a msg..
wth lor..
all this makes me don hav e feeling to go ROM tml..

ohhhh~

so excited..
tml i will be going work..
it will be my 1st day at work..
than e next time i work will be 13Nov to 26Nov..
but e sian got to wake up very early..
my reporting time at work will be 830am..
hmmmm..
but going to wake up e same time as dear dear..
okie..
shall not say anymore..
got to go sleep liao or else tml cannot wake up..
good night!!

nice game..

if u r can't sleep in e night..
u can go try this game..
e game only start from 6pm to 6am..
but if u hav heart prob..
pls do not go n try..

http://www.hotel626.com/

enjoy~

Zzzzz

don noe why i wake up so early..

when i am so tired..
my eyes can hardly open..
i guess i just can't wait for tonight..
going to meet up with QY for silven bday party..
n guess wat.. pris is working at BQ today..
so sad cindy not coming with us..
if not it would be perfect.. am i rite pris n QY??
hmmmm..
i just wish tat cindy can live near me..
or i can live near cindy..
cos both our dear is so busy..
her dear is busy with his filed camp..
my dear is busy with his work..
if we r living near each other..
would't it be just nice??
2 lonely young ladys can accompany each other..
am i rite darling cindy??
(hope QY or me can wake up in time)

lovely..

yesterday evening when town with QY..

we when to shop for silven's bday present while waiting for cindy..
she ps her friends for movie just to meet us..
hehehehe..
so touch..
when she reach she even bought QY n me meiji chocolates..
so nice of her rite??
thanks gurl..
anyway after tat we when for dinner..
so full..
i think i am so fat this few days liao..
but who cares i got my dear dear KR to love me..
so i just eat all i wan..
wahahaha..
e best part of e whole day was..
taking whole lots of picture at far east..
we just sit there like 3 crazy sweet little gurls enjoying take pictures..
ppl around us is look at us..
but we just don care..
even when we r walking to take bus home..
we r still taking pictures..
so sad pris was't with us..
pris pls come out with me, QY n cindy soon ya..
hmmmm..
i am so tired now..
good night to my darlings..
meet up soon again ya..
love ya..
mucks..

(hope silven will like her bday present)