i hate myself

i hate myself..

seeing him stress..
n i can't help out in anythings..
yet i still add up to his stress..
i am so usless..
maybe..
maybe...
maybe....
maybe just alot of thing i do is really wrong..
if i could just turn time back..
i just wish tat he don noe this gurl name emeline..
if leaving would make everything better..
i am willing to be e one who leaves..