someone pls

i trying very hard to smile now..
but i just can't..
i am not angry at all..
i am just very disappointed by your words..
did't u noe tat all e things i am doing is becos i love u..
putting your happiness 1st n mine 2nd??
but did u appreciate??
i hope it's a yes..
just now u keep saying tat my ego is high..
nv wan to listen to others..
always think tat i am rite..
i keep asking myself very time..
am i really e one who is wrong abt those stuff??
am i really tat bad??

i need someone to tok to badly..
someone call me pls..